Well I'm back in my home countery. On the trip home when I got on my final plain back to Australia I was amazed ay how happy I was to actually here some other Aussie people. There was a group of girl swaring in a very Aussie way that made me smile from ear to ear ^_^.
Every thing I do seems to have 2 reasons behind it now instead of 1.
I dont have the guts to call my parients house my 'home' any more. After being away for so long and leading such a peacful life, listening to people argue, bicker and get angery over the pettiest things just makes me sad I'm in that house.
reason 1; i think home should be a place where u are relaxed and comfortable, not angery, upset and tense because the house is filled with stressed out people that make your life worse.
reason 2; home is where the heart is.. my heart isnt here.
After arriving back in Australia i realised i had forgotten 2 of my forms I learnt in china XD. well thats what happens when ur teachers teach's you 2 forms in 4 days. >_<. In all truth its my fault for not practising them as much as ia should of...
P.S: a form is a set of moves u learn. It's like a performance, but if its good teach's u valuible things.
I have offically became noctournal, haha. I'm waking up at 5pm to 6:30 pm, just in time for dinner (breakfast for me), and falling asleep around 6-10am. Again 2 reasons.
reason 1; i get to avoid the dayly crap my family puts out, which really isnt much compared to what some people have to deal with.. but will just say im an over sensitive sook who is far to easly effected by crap.
Reason 2; the girl i love arrives on MSN from 8pm-11pm and leave's at 4-5am.... yeah that ones the main reason.
Funny my dad actually said to me; "You sleep all day, we hardly get to see u any more" and I replyied "yeahhhhh, sorry about that >_>". I think there starting to catch on

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I love them tho.
I havnt posted any thing for a long time. I've just, i dono i spend all my time at home on the computer now. Where I live is so dull, it's depressing. The only training I have really been keeping up is my running.
I leave for europe on the 9th of october so once again I escape the clutch's of my dream destroying home town.
well im in a whining mood today, sorry about that.
and about the masive post. Figured I'd actually use this thing as a Journal to remember stuff.
Well enjoy the spam and the fact i actually tryed to write with punctuation for once in my life.
Oh I can't spell to save my life, so forgive me ^_^
I love u melissa..
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